A feel that A is too weak. A has a reasonably good family and actually A did not suffer anything let alone the suffering as other people had. A really have no idea what A would do in that situation. But A have not achieved that much as they have. They have higher IQ and EQ. They went to prestigious universities and can grasp knowledge more quickly. They know how to behave properly and what to say/not to say. But A don't.
They say they don't like social and A say the same as well, but now A knows that the essense are different, totally. They maybe dislike that, but they have the ability to do that, and they can do it reasonably well. But look at him. A cannot do it at all. A hopes to be Hokage, but A neigher has kilyubi nor do he has silyaringan. I don't know what is waiting for me.
It seems that not all people likes A. A is frightened hurt and sad. A don't know what A did wrong. A wishes to be friend with everyone. It's odd that seldom did A dislike others. A could easily accept them as they are. But why A keeps feeling that someone does not like me. A knows that one cannot let all people likes you, but this still buffles him. A don't want to hurt anyone, but maybe A is hurting someone in a way that he did not notice, just as they hurt him.
A sent the message. Why is this so hard? A did feel a sense of happiness when A saw the reply, a happniess of relief. A don't know why a lot of things become the way they are now. But they are what they are now. A wishes A could live in an illusory world, just like Uchiha said, no misery, at least.
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