A
few years ago, he was anxious about travelling thousands of miles away
to another country. Before he went, especially the one or two days
before departure, he was overwhelmed by the anxiety, fear and pressure. I
remembered he said he cried at the second night before he went away.
Fortunately he got her at that time. Even though he though there would
have been more comfort coming from her, she was a rich source of power
to him. He called her before he aboard, and thought that was the last
call. The bond, however, went beyond boundaries, even though failed to
go beyond time. He flirted with some other people sometimes, but his
heart never left her. I’m not sure whether he made this clear to her, or
she could feel or not, but I know he feels sorry for this and it is not
easy to change in the future, because he is human being. Why should I
judge him? Was or is she immaculate? Or am I immaculate? Maybe she was
just like A who uses her beauty to gain benefit from other
beauty-buyers. Sadly beauty could be replaced by any other traits. It is
kind of depressing when suddenly notice the fact that no one should be
judged. As for him, is the word “depressing” precise enough to express
his feelings? I doubted it. For the sake of him, I would like to compare
her to A, the one who sell her appearance in exchange for interests.
Speaking of which, more and more people like A occurred to my mind. Some
of them make me furious. Some of them make me feel delightful. Some of
them make me feel sad. To make him simpler, I hope he can save himself
by hate, taking her as a xxxxx.
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